// last night was the worst night so far.//

it started out good but it all went downhill from there. i went out with tom and his flatmates for pub night and that was loads of fun. met two new girls which is nice to finally have someone to spend with for girl time though i may be getting ahead of myself there. near the end i was chatting with ben, a friend of tom’s, and as we made our way outside to leave we were still joking and talking and tom, the guy i hooked up with, goes ‘careful mate she might try and sleep with you.’ he then proceeded to go on and make a ton of cracks about me right in front of me and any time i tried to defend myself or someone tried to defend me he’d start laughing like a maniac. matt didn’t help either, he’s one of the flatmates too, cos he was saying things to encourage tom. i eventually kicked him in the shin, i hope there’s a bruise. at that point tom, my mentor, walked us away to take me to the bus stop and kept apologizing about tom. he said how everyone’s starting to get a bit sick of him but that didn’t make me feel any better. i’m supposed to go out with them tonight and i fear if i don’t go it’ll be like letting him win which of course i don’t want to do. but i don’t know how i’m supposed to face them after everything he said.