// i can’t sleep.//

i haven’t been able to sleep properly for the last two weeks if my memory serves correctly. i’ve had a migraine perpetually because of it and my entire head has constantly been aching, muscles as well. for once in my life it’s not because i’m stressed or something or my mind won’t shut off because i’ve been taking my melatonin almost religiously and i just can’t…. sleep. it’s killing me.

so today (or tomorrow i guess) i’m going to stay up and just pull an all-nighter. i hope that by doing this by tomorrow around 7-8 ish my body will just want to die so it’ll crash and i’ll finally sleep for more than 6 hours (yes i know this is some people’s average but i like getting at least 8 and so my body is used to this amount) and my body will sort’ve fall back into routine. i was so good this summer, i was in bed at midnight and up at 8 or 9 and now i’m so messed up. i wanna get back into this pattern for england at the very least because i don’t wanna miss one second of my time over there. i’m just going to add this bout of insomnia to the growing list of medical problems i’ve been having lately to ask the doctor about when i get around to going for an appointment before i leave for england.